Value of life

Some says a man to be realised "how beautiful/meaningful the life is" at the time he die.

The concept is very simple by this imagination.
You are walking on the street and the weather is damn hot. You are getting thirst, but you can't just get any kind of drinks.

From the experiences I had during the way back Thai Airways' Krabi to Bangkok flight, I now realised that I really wanted to live this life so bad.

The flight was good, as good as Thai Airways' standards and qualities. I (including everyone who could understand Thai and English) felt safe with the services until caption has made this announcement on the problems from the landing gear.

The whole plane became a quiet flight.
People started to pray as the captain decided to lift the aircraft up into the sky and make other rounds.....in order to buy more times and fixed the problems.

The whole plane became a horror flight.
People started to cry and scream out once the aircraft fallen down from the air-turbulent.

At that moment, only things that comes into my mind were pictures of people I care; my parents, my brothers and ...

I just can't imagine what will it be if...
I just changed my work, hence, I don't have such life insurance and other benefits....and of course, I am sure that the ticket wasn't been purchased via any platinum or titanium credit cards.....therefore, there won't be any chances that my family to receive such benefits from the accident.