Sunday, January 06, 2008

One song, one thought

I first listened to this song on Saturday, on my way to teach at ABAC. Without a surprise, my tear starts dropping on my arms.

It is hard to believed that I can be this weak but this song somehow related to things I have been facing during the past year.

I have realised that people are always trying hard to protect themselves from being/feeling guilty. Once this happens, no wonder if there will be hundred and thousands of reasons came up to support.

Another things is people are also trying to avoid facing up and make such discussion on the problem.
While having a face to face conversation, they will try to pretend keeping in silence, acting as there is nothing.
However, they will start expressing their opinion and feeling behind, especially through the phone or the MSN.

Using of such communication tools might be the good way to escape from the reality of seeing a reaction of disappointment from the other party.

But is this the best way to live the life in the world of reality?

And by the way, I am now back 100% into a normal mode!

3 comments:

Unknown said...

คนเรานี่ก็แปลกเนอะ คิดอะไร รู้สึกอย่างไร ก็พยายามเก็บกดเอาไว้ ไม่ยอมให้คนอื่นรู้ว่าจริงๆแล้วเราเป็นยังไงกันแน่ บางคนอาจจะกลัวเสียฟอร์ม กลัวผิดหวัง กลัวทำร้ายคนอื่น หรืออะไรก็ตาม แต่ในที่สุด คนที่ทุกข์ก็คือเราเองนะ Acting as there is nothing doesn't mean there is nothing. But acting as there is nothing means there must be something. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Though I cant understand Thai, but the music is very nice. And from what you have written, I think I do understand the feeling and the situation.

Vimealea said...

The past year hasn't been so nice to me either. We've got to move one with our lives, even if it means finding lies to tell ourselves in order to avoid feeling these things, right?

Vattey, you seem to be a romatically melancholic girl. What's up over there in Singapore?